flotsam

as the oil continues to gush into the gulf of mexico,its me and not the sea turtles that feel more like flotsam here!the trouble is my schedule and studies are both in chaos!!!!delhi sultanate could not get the better of Babur but it sure got the better of me....i throw in the towel...the damn thing is too huge to be done in one go comprehensively....

that is not my only problem though,most of last week went off in arranging the notes for political science.there is much better news on that front,notes in order and i am raring to go there..

but for that i need the Damocles sword of delhi sultanate to be handled...god,i hate this rut i am in...stuck with this unending portion of history which i dont want to do and not being able to do a portion of political science that im dying to....

many would say whats the big deal?swap both,do political science now and history at a later time when you are fresher,but it is here that things become muddled.

you see,there can be no compromise here,only surrender.your body and mind both better know who's boss..there will be temptation to just for once relax your plan and do something which you want to and thats the decisive moment the war is lost.

a habit begins with one trial,and in this particular case you never know when your original resolutions on the floor and you are flitting from book to book a unorganized mess doing what takes your fancy and finally find when the exam comes that you are not done with anything the way you wanted to...

i would rather stick and sweat it out and cover lesser portion before 29 october,but do what i have done comprehensively.....the idea being not to loose marks in what i have prepared already...

hope for the best...

lets see how it works out!